Monday, September 17, 2012

imma prufrock

applying through UAC is the hardest thing ever, everything sounds so good.

everytime i i think of doing something i feel like im missing out on the stuff im not choosing. happens all the time in life.

eg. there are two exhibitions, i decided to go into Exhibition A but then these people walk out of Ex B saying "ZOMG SO GOOD" i walk into ex B and come out and it was good but people walk out of Ex A going "FUAR that was the best" and i think.. "I MISSED OUT DAMMIT"

i wish i had infinite lives, actually maybe not. but if i could somehow split myself up and walk diff pathways. actually sometimes i wish i would be daring enough to go "SCREW IT ALL" and choose something random like agricultural economics and see how it goes.

but something tells me that's a bad idea. i mean deigan once said, "know your destination" and dont try to "float about in the sea" and see where it takes you.

what should i choose, and which is the best pathway?! are all pathways good?! HELP!

im such a i-dont-wanna-miss-out-on-anything-fun person. imma fish. a cell-fish coz im self-ish! shellfish?

also did i ever say i regret not continuing VA in junior years?

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