NEXT 16 days

OK NEXT 16 days I WILL BE AT NEW  ZEALAND WOOOHOOOOOOO!

so ican't post or anything as much as i like to!!

I WILL MISS YOU ANONs and NONANONS LOLOLOL

be back in 16 dyas! meanwhile u can visit emilys blog or something

http://jaesbitch.livejournal.com with he japan update. since she should be back form japan!! WHOOPDEEDOOOO!

so check my blog again january the 10th or something! i think if i calculated right.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!

post me xmas/ new years messages. ill be very happy HAHA

I am totally gnna come back dumber, and tanner and shrivellier from all dat sun. might even take sum hot nz guys home with meh ;] LOL JOKES, gtta stay single for all those sexy male stalkers on my blog LOL JUS KIDDINNNGGG.

so many jokes today hehe mus be holiday mode really sinking in.

anywho! BYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i hope myself a safe journey 8)

LOVE YOU ALL! XOXOXOOX <--- so gurly

hey bebehs

i was thinking

you know how in dreams, you are actually controlling your own actions although you are unaware your in a dream most of the time. and then when you wake up it kinda feels like you weren't controlling your actions.

well i was going on a walk in the park, and although i was aware i was walking down the pavement i wasn't aware i was in real life until i actually thought about it.

and i was thinking, you know maybe if you wake up from real life(AKA DIE LOL) you realize you weren't controlling your actions throught out ur life adn that everything was kinda determined.

i thought i could draw a parallel between them. BUT i hav no idea what the actual point of dis post is. so toodly doo

guess what i read out dis post to mah sis and she was like "WOW HOW DEEP" in a sarcastic voice. PSHT.

it was judst a thought yokleh

mine

WOO i jus woke up from a 4 hour nap, i am screweing up by biological clock. LOL I JUST TYPED BIOLOGICAL COCK BUT I CORRECTED IT TROLOLOL.

anywayz, i am now trying out the rap part for drummer boy. me and yvonne are gunna rap contest eachother HAHAH

drummer boy  - the one by justin biebs.

I havnt been posting lately coz im phat. it's already holidays brah! i havent done proper work since after exam LOL, not good!

ooh my mind is blank so post leterz BYE!

OHOHOHOH ! and i tried minecraft and i dislikes coz everyone on my server is already geared up. whilst their mining with their ultra pro tools, im digging holes in the ground iwht my hands. PSH

and also i tried to kill one of skynan's wolves, coz i was like ZOMG im gnna be sneaky and kill a dog(because i totes can) and make him devs forevs! but then the wolf ate me and i died.

anyways i call it quites ofr minecraft.

WAZZUURRRPPPP!

WASSUUPPPPP My HORMIES.

ITS BEEN A WHILE HASNT IT

I BET YOU NOTICED MY NON-PRESENCE? >D ? RIGHT? RIIIGHHHTT? RIIIIIIIIIGHHHHHHT?
HEHE

u know everytime i type a smiley ----------> : ) i feel like adding a fullstop ------------> : .) YOU KNOW HWY? because i myself possess a mole right on top of my mouth, so ya know the smiley is personalized!

AND im such a lazybum now, exams are over, so u know school is basically... over harharhar oh well im quite enjoying school now, i mean next exams are what next year!

WILL TORK MOAR LATERZ.

luvyerz

YESYESSYESYESYESYESYESYESEYSEYSEYSEYSEYSEYSSSSSSS

yes i am retarded sumtimez

a sad and frustrated post

WOW my eyes have gone considerably shittier from watching all dat anime i think. iunno, now i hafta fully lean into my computer to see clearly. ); i shall be more careful next time

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what i think:

1. just coz someone got a higher mark, they can still be saddend, coz i hear peeps goig” OMG HE/SHE GOT SO GOOD Y IS HE COMPLAINING THEY'RE SO INCONSIDERATE” a lot. 

2. can sadness be measured? if he answer is no, then we shouldn't say stuff like, "why are u sad HUH? african people are starving." well u see, sum1 may be of the same sadness as an African child, but because their conditions seem so much worse, that person's sadness is taken like its worth nothing. maybe i dunno what im talking bout coz im not an african child. 

3. Friday was a sad day.

4. a few weeks ago, randomly, ive noticed myself that ive become considerably less reserved. i dunno if thats the right way to put it, like ive been able to do whatever i want to do, like stuff i previously found uncomfortable to do, became easily doable. and it hasn't changed!! this new-found super care-free attitude which isn't neccesarily a good thanngg!

5.  OK MAYYNNNEE I HATE CERTAIN TYPES OF COMFORT although a comforters intention is good, i find sum sorts of comfort insincere. IN FACT, i would feel much better actually if u rubbed in my face that i screwed up the test.
and patting me gently on the back is not comfort (4 me) it annoys the shit out of me.<--it's a pet peeve. if the comfort is, "everything is gnna be okay" please go LOL i want not that comment. JUST ROAWR I JUST HATE HATE HATE HATE COMFORT. LEAVE ME ALONE!! oh and by comfort i mean only the overly-sympathetic kind of comfort, just say "DW it's only worth 2%" or smth, plz don't conjure a pretentious sympathetic/sad looking face when ur not actually SAD NOR SYMPATHETIC. AWRAWRAWRAWR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

OK bet u no one's gnna comfort me in school anymoar LOLZ

6. if my 4u maths mark is screwed, i am seriously going to get kicked out of 4u. if i pass 4u trial i will be eternally grateful. thats coz I got 42/63 for math. and i got like 50% for 2u multiple choice, i cheked da answers with others.

7. i sad coz i can't do anything aobut my shitty japanese mark.I swear i have already hindered my chance of getting a state ranking for jap continuers. wut a sad thing for me. u know because of the shitty jap continuers test maybe., jus maybe im gnna miss out like 0.05 in my atar and miss out on a course i want to do in a certain uni. i is disappoint. psh

8. scuse my swearing but FUCK IM SAAAAD.

And you know I have 12 units, 4 units got stuffed. Continuers jap and 3 u maths. 

ANYWAYS continuing with my japanese rant. DUDE i interpreted the question differently so i got like 0/3 marks, 0/3 marks AND 0/5 marks. and now im ranked last. (psst. i disliek w1l50n)

9. If you cry are you sadder?!


ok dw, my sadness will last 4 like a day, i will come to school forgetting bout all this LOL.

the music is like... music to my ears haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=262-LHt_d1k&feature=related

this guy is amazing. normally violin covers on youtube aint that GOOD.

herez another one if u liked the other one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBpxLsSn3CM&feature=related

LOL NARUTO SOOUND TRACKS I KNOW. TROLOLOLOL

moosic

OK. i was on the piano per usual.
I've decided to type properly this time, I remember Kynan telling me "I can't read your posts, it's like l33t"
And personally, l33t typing is annoying. So, for this post I shall stick to good grammar. It's just that I don't think that good grammar conveys emotion you know. It sounds like I'm speaking too formally.

Anyways, I'm feeling happy right now, since you guys can't deduce my emotion from this puuurrr-fect grammar. Shiz, ruined it LOL. Anyway, I was on the piano right, and I was like to myself:

Maybe I should try compose a simple song( PIANO PIECE)! Well I did, it sounds pretty alright in my opinion, but compared to normal songs, the structure is very basic, like (YES I DIDN'T TYPE "LIEK") the left hand plays broken chords and random repetitive background music whilst the right hand plays like single notes most of the time.

I composed a tiny bit of the song, I let my dad hear it and i was like WHAT TYPE OF SONG DOES IT SOUND LIKE. and he was like ... a love song AND I WAS LIKE I MUST HAVE COMPOSED A HELL OF A CORNY SONG. it was meant to be cool yaknow

BTW When I write, "I composed a song" it makes me sound fully pro LOL, gives me a professional touch i must say heeheheh anyways one day I'll post the song up, when i find some electronic that can record the song and hwen i find some connecty thing that can connect it to my computer TROLOLOL. anyway for now, back to naruuutoooo!