Real-eyes

im realizing lots of different crap (can't find a better word) these days. this year.

mind-opening crap LOL sounds weird

WHY? why do i have to realize all this when im 17years old (Dats old!) it's better than realizing when im 40 i guess but still!

i remember when i was 12-ish i thought to myself, "hurry up learn all the important stuff i need to konw about life, social situations yahdiyadiya" but i remember not knowing what i needed to know

and now that i do know some stuff bout life, i realize what i needed to know when i was younger.

and right now i need to know something which only my future self can tell me.. so FUQ DAT, ill just wait and do things in the meantime to try to shorten the time it takes for me to know stuff.

but i guess many things come with age.

so u guys, there are many things u guys know right now that i dont right?! revelations and stuff! TELL THEM ALL TO MEE! ENLIGHTEN MY UNENLIGHTENED BRAIN!

also there are heaps of stuff i cannot vocalize, the world should create more vocabulary that encapsulates abstract shat.

and while im on the topic....

actually what im about to say isn't even related but uh

i think reading books is a very good way to learn stuff (ok just pretend i didn't say that) it sounds dumb

and also i was talking to emily about this before. why the hek do more people in the arts faculty end up crazy eg musicians/artist/writer.. or am i just stereotyping?

im on a blog post roll today, should make up for my previous dormancy!