dis i point.

OK i applied for a japanese exchange thingo. didn't make here's the letter.

Dear Julia,
We regret to inform you that your application for the Kizuna Scholarship has not been successful. While this news is disappointing, the high standard of your application is to be commended.
The Kizuna programme is a highly competitive and sought-after scholarship and over 1300 applications were received. The fact that you did not receive this scholarship does not reflect your skills or enthusiasm for the programme, rather it is and indication of the particularly high calibre of candidates and number of places that are available.
Due to the large volume, we are unable to give individual feedback and we thank you for your understanding with this.
We thank you again for the time and effort you put into your application and invite you to regularly check the AFS website www.afs.org.au for updates as there are a number of other scholarship programmes available.
 

I don't like this "everybody is a winner" sorta writing! i donno if this is bitching or me being spiteful. but this is how i feel right now.

OK my internal dialogue begins here:

We regret to inform you that your application for the Kizuna Scholarship has not been successful.

"regret" my ass, don't need emotive words like regret just say "Your application for the kizuna ... has not been successful.". 

You know sometimes (i have a feeling emily would understand) you just want someone to tell you YOU FAILED straight in ya face. yea?

 While this news is disappointing, the high standard of your application is to be commended.

NO SHIT ITS DISAPPOINTING. i don't like how the sender of the email is trying to empathize with the unsuccessful people by saying that!!!!! "The high standard of your application is to be commended" . well FUQ U, that sounded insincere and just randomly added in for the LULZ 

The Kizuna programme is a highly competitive and sought-after scholarship and over 1300 applications were received. 

WOOOAHH.. dat means people hu get accepted r real good ayee? dayum. thats not me

The fact that you did not receive this scholarship does not reflect your skills or enthusiasm for the programme, rather it is and indication of the particularly high calibre of candidates and number of places that are available.

The way this is worded not only emphasizes the "Fact i did not receive this scholarship", and that i am not part of the "high calibre of.." so screw u AFS. LOOOL hear the sounds of my rage

Due to the large volume, we are unable to give individual feedback and we thank you for your understanding with this.

Y u thanking me? who said i have understanding with this?

We thank you again for the time and effort you put into your application and invite you to regularly check the AFS website www.afs.org.au for updates as there are a number of other scholarship programmes available.
 thank me? u better bow down to me guuurrrrllll!

No spite to jenny tho! sincere good luk from me but i feel like ive been deemed as incompetent. 

ok im just being immature little kid. i cannot accept this LOL. FRIGGIN REJECTION

im not irritated by not going to japan. im irritated by the idea of REJECTION. which is something we all have to face in life.

fuckign hate rejection. because rejection makes u feel like ur not "the one" the "special chosen one" 

ARRRRGH fuq rejection. 

I was going to refrain from typing this because i thought it might create a bad atmosphere for u guys, but then i thought where else am i going to write this part from my blog so i did it.

FORGIF ME! and have a nice day. 

i have the worst sportsmanship and now ill go eat some black forest cake! ):