Everyday i go home, and i do nothing. like nothing as in no work at all, nothing school related. and then i get thoughts like: OMG IMMA SCOOOOOO UP. which is normal. at schoool im like: OMG I HAVE MOTIVATION OK WHEN I GET HOME I WILL DO YARDIYARDIYAH. when i get home: MUCK AROUND, AND PROCRASTINATE.
why do i procrastinate?
i dunno like doing work is always better than not doing work. like and its not hard for me to just move my fat ass and start doing work. I DONT GET IT. its not lack of will either i dont think. i think it's because im used to beign a last minuter so i only get motivate dwhen the deadline is really close. if i work like 2 weeks ahead of deadline, my pace is extremely slow coz im like: meh 2 weeks to goooo i can work as slow as i want, no fret.
but being a last minuter, often i dont get work done. unless of course its really important etc.
----------------------------------lol ignore, no reverse psychology lol----------------------------
NOTE TO SELF
random songs i should remember:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfbAeMu6dfk&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pl5B6J94TpM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KM6NLagfBA&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=URLDoea3-1I&feature=related
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