Saturday, October 13, 2012

post about myself again.

ooh im a bit worried for belonging.

im memorizing my essay today, and ill prolyl finish memorizing today btu part of my success in essay writing is that....because i don't ever properly memorize my essays (last-minute/unpreparedness reasons) i normally go into the exam with a jist of what i needa write. which is kinda good, because i can easily adapt it to the question.

after today, ill know all the paragrapsh word for word, and i might end up not answering the question properly!! i was reading my typed up essay vs exam essay. and i ask myself, how the heck did i manage to warp my essay about place into identity so easily.

Friday, October 12, 2012

preppyprep exams

there willn't be musch posts as of late! jus warning ya guys, so stop by my blog once a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok time to watch my related texts and start writing a paragraf

byeybye

good luck for exams!! (prep>luck) so prep it up peeps!

Saturday, October 6, 2012

rainydays

WOOAH. the rain is torrential!

I am blogging from my lenovo laptop. Sitting in my study room which is really a room where you put plants coz three walls are made from glass, but we covered them with curtains (which are really jsut random sheets of cloth clipped on to some fram by pegs) so people from the streets can't look in.

But i can hear the rain outside. and as i creepily push the curtains aside and press my face against the glass (as i will do so now...) OK did it! the road outside is a beautiful glossy black

i feel like this is a creative. Im just setting the mood!

anyway feels ... rather magical!!

Also you guys must be wondering, where has joolztaboolz been all this time?! well i have accidently found a replacement for this blog, which is a blank novel. It's a novel called "what men think about apart from sex" (i think) and inside is 300 pages worth of blank pages. (NO I DIDNT BUY IT HAHA someone gave it to my sister as a present, and no it wasn't some creepy pedo) anyways sis was like here u can hav it. I thought... I could make good use out of this, so i contacted it and started to write stuff in it.

and gradually.. my thoughts that are meant to be typed here leaked itself into the.... lemme call it the book.

ANYWAY. BYBYEE

Friday, October 5, 2012

soda hsc

so the HSC

hoooly shizza my heart is beating faster

anyway im glad first thing is english and in the school hall, i think place matters so it's good that we are somewhere we're used to!

I've just started to fix my belonging essay. If i manage to get it all prepared + creative, it will be the first time I am prepared before my exam and if i manage to do some section 1 papers and practise different papers, and do a full sitting practice english exam...

yeah that won't happen. for now i'll just get my essay fully done and dusted!!

AH even if i did i don't think I can sleep calmly on the sunday b4 the test on monday simply because for all my english exams i have spent most of midnight to like 3-4pm memorizing sleeping for one hour and then waking up at like 5 to continue

i've trained my mind to do such short term memorizing i think sleep will erase all my essay memooriiess!!

HSC troubles!! TROUBLEBUBBLE STRUGGLLLE BUBBLEBUBBLE TROUUUBBLLE!!

Monday, October 1, 2012

long post is longer than expected!

The computer is like in a league of its own, when it comes to my relationships.

it goes further than familial belonging... it is computorial belonging!!!

firstly, I've spent a million hours on the computer. (btw for me computer equates to internet) so a million hours on the internet ive spent. It has made me laugh with it's youtube stuff and cry (not really, jsut a figure of speech) with it's sad news stories and awesome manga. It has enraged me with it's laginess and captured me with its interestingness and weirdness.

Internet is everything you want it to beeeeee! and it's also an outlet for emotions for some peeps, and escape for some people jsut everything, it's a gigantic block of knowledge that captures and connects the whole wide world!! when your happy you go blog about it, when you see something beautiful you post it on internet. internet = sharing and sharing is what people love, esp their own experiences.

JUST INTERNET INTERNET INTERNET FTW! does my repetition make up for my lack of eloquence and ability to transfer my ideas about how great the internet is! anyways, you guys do know how great it is!

I mean it's so great, like how long do you spend on the internet everyday? Well i spend probably 4 hours + (i think a day) and im not even obsessed (maybe i am i hav no idea). but it's become my window to worlds. These worlds include: youtube world, google world(with all it's worlds) and facebook world, 9gag world ... im being very general here. And i have become very familiar with these worlds and comfortable with them. Simply because the internet(and rollerblading outside my house) doesn't make me feel like im rooted to 73 ****** Rd, ******* (thats my address which i cannot type LOL SO NOBAWDY WILL STALK ME!) internet makess mee freeeeeeeeee (tho not really, its quite a waste of time if ur not utilising it for useful things)

ANECDOTE TIMMMEE!
I was moving houses once, and i felt i couldnt adapt to the change. everything was different, the wall design, the floors weren't carpet anymore, the bathroom was this retarded green. and the layout of the hosue was unfamiliar and i didnt like it. feeling somewhat out of place, i turned to my computer (apart from my family ofc) and sat down and felt the calming familiarity of the worlds i knew so well.

i may be exagerrating a little little little biiiit. but point has been made i think.. computorial belonging is a great sense of belonging at times.

i should totally write a belonging creative on this. but it's too un deep prollyyy devs! i think its way deeper then typical belonging stories i read, how yahdiyahdidah strengthens cultural identity. pfft!! this is deep shiz yokay?! (no it's not actually)

anyway its my sleep time so byebye babiiiieess!

nuther typa marriage

why isn't three people marriage legal in australia.

what if like three people lets say two girls and one guy really like each other, or three girls really like eachother...

why can't three people get married?

I sound silly, but somebody tell me!!! like seriously!! what is marriage anyway, isn't a union between two romantic couples? so i was thinking what if three people fell in love with each otyher romantically...

so why can't n people get married together legally, or is it legal?

where
n is a positive integer greater than 2

mebbe im high on mooncakes right now LOL

FULL MOON

today is full moon indeedy ...

at aorund six, the moon was huuge legit and yellow!

HAPY MOOON FESTIVAL FELLOW CHINESE PEEPS

saw michelle bwang marco steven today at the brain (eng tutor place).

the brain is like a huuuuge big gatherial gathering, i wonder if chris will ask me back to help tutor, i hope sooo puhreeessseee!!

chris randomly went to thailand and steven was left by himself so he went home. HAHAHA typical brain. it's like organized anarchy!

anyway i drove three hours today- defs improving.

end of my daysheet!