Saturday, September 29, 2012

is was will have has

to me, the present discounts the past (and i donno if i used that verb correctly)

i can't explain it properly so i'll give a scenario im sure you guys will get the jist/gist(?)

OK a person spends 50 years in jail, and tomomrow he gets let out. and once he does get out, the past 50 years would be reduced into a ten second memory that sums up the experience.

(bad example coz im dont really know what a jail experience is like)

it's like if you are not currently in a situation, it doesn't count.

but then again every situation counts because the past was made up of a chain of presents.

so the point is, since the present matters so much (no shit because we can only interact with the present) live life to the fullest.

so in the end, i have no idea what im arguing about actually

since my post was pointless i shall add a point --->    .      <------- isn't it such an adorable point!! LOL THE HEK MAYNE.

Friday, September 28, 2012

YES IT IS HERE

TODAY WAS A HOT AN ARID DAY

THE RAIN HAS FINALLY BEGUN TO FALL.

DO YOU KNOW.. (back to non caps) how great it is to have rain and windiness in a hot and dry day.

friggin eeaatt all thhe rain drops OMNOMNOMNOM

ok going outside to feel the natural phenomena <--- ooh do i sound smart do i do i?!!


and dude my sisters comp resolution just randomly turned from really blurry to clear all of a sudden. what the weirdness?!! when i was using it. holyymolay!

OK TTYL GETTING OUT NOW!!!

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

tiktoktiktok

AYAYAYA!!! I remember I had to do a graduation post, but uh the time has passed so I shall spurt out things little by little that pop into my head

ah procrastination + loonngg time = ceebs mood

OK first to all the people who i have talkde to (everyone in the grade even if it's just one sentence) and who are my year, who aren't really in my classes, i can't say your are loved and special because i don't know you enuf but but but!! u r unique because it was you guys who were my surrounding peeps and not another bunch of people who couldve become my surrounding peeps so ur unique in that way!

you have been peripherally acknowledged. and i just made that up. but i acknowledge and aprpeciate your peripheral existence. as in the people who exist around me and create a nice school air and thank yo 4 dat! and u guys r special but choice and circumstance didn't make us meet!
i hope i didn't sound bitchalicious there. but in lay mans terms: YES I DO LIKE U GUYS.

also b4 i forget i would like to add that high school year 7-12 feels like a slab of time that has stopped. like no real progress, you just kind of dwell in this halted space of time, or time of space you get what i mean!!!

ah feel like dinner now LOL POST LATERZ!

TOOOODLYDOOOO I LUF YOOO! LOL well that was random

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

:I

hello.

it's been a while!!!

and i have now 9 followers. latest one is not jane.. it is patrickelmer or something?! he's blogs are all in german so i do not know what he is doing here but uhh WELCOME!!! :D

UPDATE:
1. i am still deciding on my uni course
2. i am watching a bit of anime
3. i am doing some hsc study

typical stuff, this blog will be pretty inactive imo unless some awesoem thought pops into my head.

feelings right now: my essays suck! SUCK SUCK SUCK BIG TIME. SUPER ASS BIG TIME. and i dont knwo what to do. and OMG maths takes aages to do and i don't even touch mod and jap. ayar what to do what do do

gotttaa

leeeeeaaafffttt

uuppp

 mm m m yy y y y y

gg aaaa  mmmmm eeeeeeeee!

im jsut trying to make it seem like my post is longer haha!

anyway cya next time!

Saturday, September 22, 2012

i is envious

the thing about when you get older is yo usee all the people younger than you who have accomplished way more, and u can't help but get a little ittle wittle shittle bit envious haha

and the things is, if you are young, you don't really care because you're thinking about all the things u accomplish when you're a bit older but then you become older and you realize jjust what you haven't accomplished. you get me? some deep-seated envy right there.

anyway today had some delish food with mah harry tutor homies: bonita gu, daniel he, jono yap and sally liang. very warm and family like 8)

we ate at this restaraunt (italian?) and had gourmet pizza and pasta and nutella pizza for dessert! AH ddeeeliiisshhyasss

hope i see them again soon.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

everything

I will post about graduation late! PROCRASTINATION IS BAK!

and if ur wondering what im doing now. im reading through all the course booklets so i can apply for uac. ahh you know... anything + law automatically raises the atar to about 99.7 HOOLY CRAP. ooh criminal law soudns nice.

oh yeah and

this crazy course something along the lines of bachelor or economics medicine and surgery (in arts and social sciences) is 99.95 i don't want to do it (couldn't do it if i tried anyway) anyway, duuuude i swear maybe one person will turn up to that course

... crazy stuff. ill just stick to the stuff between 95-99.

Monday, September 17, 2012

so many stories of people

OK anuther thing. today i was at st johns and this woman i don't know how old she was but she had worked as a nurse for 50 years. anyway, she came in to talk to us. she looked 50 but!

anyways when she was yougn and worked as a nurse, she would write things beneath her white frilly apron, and sometimes young hansome lads would give her their number and she would write them beneath her apron.

anyway once that happened, and she forgot about it washed ther laundry and the numbers faded off the apron. and she said, "i couldve married a millionare!" ok that made we weirdly saddened

ah anyway she also back in the day she had the traditional role of women. for example she would wash the dishes, take care of domestic work. but she got bored so she began this "job" (if it is one) of making fake woudns and stuff and she would work at prisons and festivals and casualty simulations. and it all started because she became bored at home all day.

yeah she's pretty badass, and hilariously blunt, he once told a black dude in a prison that she'd have to paint the the fake wounds with black paint because he's black.ALSO LOL she once said she trimmed a guys beard so she could use it on a guy who was quite hairy so the fake wounds wouldn't leave a bare patch of skin when stuck on.

she's such a nice and kind woman. i admire her calmness and how even though this job of hers is quite ____ (can't find the word!!) she puts so much effort into it, loves what she does. coz when you care and value the thing you do, others will also YEyEAH?

also she stores fake blood in her fridge and she said that we'd all ahve an heart attack if we went to her house because of all these fake amputated things she has at home.

she a cool woman!