frustration sauteed with pessimism

99.65 direct entry into law. UNSW combined law 99.7 usyd

MUTHHARFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

i am so lost. i can imagine getting my atar, and even if i miraculously get like 99.00 id be missing out on direct netry into law. it'll be an awkward moment where im like," NOW WHUT " TOROLOLROLROLOLOLOL, i hafta find another course i would really like! :DDD

anyways, there are many other ways of getting into law without the atar, like transfering and stuff. but direct entry is cooler you know.

gosh. some people in our school r gnna be so accomplished!!

LOL my cycle from year 7

year 7 - hsc didnt exist, chillax, first year in SGHS. no prob

year 8 - some awareness there was a HSC, but wutevs it's in a few years.

year 9 - holy, SC is coming!! actually HOLY( naplan or essa was it? forgot.)

year 10 beginning - HOLY SC

year 10 end - HOLY SC doesn't even count shiz.

Year 11 - beginning holy this year i will do shiz

year 11 end - hollly i didnt do shiz this year

year 12 beginning T4- i have no choice but to do shiz

T4 end - holy i sumhow did the least shiz ive ever done

dec/jan break - PARTAYYY in nz


HOLY YEARS OF PROCRASTINATION

HOLY SHIT

HOLYMOLY

HOLY...HOLYDAYS ARE ENDING LOL

too much holy for u ayy?

anyway i swear

young -----------------------------------------------------> not so young
                                                        =

dreaming of: what i wanna be! --------------------> accepting what i really am which is not what i wanna be


but this is just me being a little more pessimistic/realistic than usual i dont know.

this post is going to be so much fun to read if i fast forward a year...