Thursday, September 29, 2011

SKYYYYY

yesterday i spent a looong time watching youtube vids of sky diving.

MAYNNNNE, gtta sky dive one day. SOMEONEZ GTTA DO IT WITH ME? any takers? so i don't die in solitude. LOLOLAOSDLOL how evil am i.

it's ahh-mazing. i feel scared for the people, coz all the video shows the plane opening the door, and they're like fully 10 000ft above ground and you can see the peninsular beneath them and its like FFFWOAH. (the use of "fff" in "fffwoah" represents the sound of the wind against ur ears whilst in the sky) and then they jump and ur like, sheez they're free falling. it looks kinda suicidal LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDBrdl2sZWs
WATCH. words cannot describe. and that guy is crazy. he's got biiiigg guts.

APPARENTLY, first few seconds feels like those moments where ur going down a steep hill in a rollercoaster. and ur heart feels like it's in midair. then when u reach terminal velocity it feels like there's a giant fan beneath you!!!!

ANYWAY

also, i remember posting before that i can't get work done unless i feel organized. well ive been organizing my stuff for a while now and i still havent finished. SO GG haaahaa

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

i exercise!....duty of care!

I JUST HAD TO POST TODAY.
dunno why but i feel like im responsible for keeping my readers reading! im such a nicey 8D

anywayz i have just finished secretly planking on my sister. she was lying on the bed playing with the ipad.

YES IPAD. zomg shouldnve sed that now everyone wants to be my friend. im already liek TOO populerz totes mcboats.

anyway she was lying belly down on the bed so i sneaked up on her and plonked my self in plank position (ALLITERATION) on top of her. HAHAHAHHHAHAHHA it felt so weird no joke like my sister feels like some squishy fish. ANYWAYS. lets talk about something less weird.

DO U GUYS REMEMBER ME having an awful sense of direction? well a few days ago i finally realized how to go from town hal lto st james. ITS SO CLOSE, you just turn a corner. mind equals BLOWWNNNNNN!!

ALSO, at kinokuniya, there were two identical books. on was 35 bucks another was 37. maybe the currency conversions were different because the price of the book was converted from 1600 yen during different times of the year? ANYWAY clarence bought the 37 dollar one. face equals palmed!

WHAT ELSE? uhmmm, everyday i pray i see someone i know when i go out coz i really need to see some YEAR 11 faces!!

i hav done NO WORK AT ALL cept for like read an english booklet. dude whaz wrong! everythings starting to count. WHY? ARHARGHRGHH. it's bleach! i keep watching like a million episode a day.

and....

EVERYDAY WE'RE SHUFFLING

DUN DUNDUNDUNUNUDNUNUDNUDDDDUN. me n my sis hav been doing sum free-stylin' bebehs

8DD OK TIME TO GO. leave a comment below. even if it's anon!! having a ocmment appear makes my heart leap ten feet into the air. especially if it's a love message ;] hinthintnudgenudge

Saturday, September 24, 2011

PRE-POST

EVERYTIMe I HAVE TIME. i dont post. AKA HOLIDAYYYSS!!
when i actually dont hav time, like during exams, i post. great psychology.

anyway theres nothing i can think of right now to write so ill jus leave it here. see ya next time :D

matteimasu!

Friday, September 23, 2011

4u 4 u!! (four u for you)

GOT INTO FOUR U MATH TODAYYYY! im on trial but whatevverr IM IN! BRUHH

so many people i know im my class.

marco
bang
yvonne
abbirami
puneet
charmaine
clarence
steven

SO EXCITED. will be awesome! YEAHEYAEHYAEHYAHE 8DDDDDD. i have been high fiving abbirami all through out today at random coz CHYEAHH! and this morning when we went to ask woody. WODDY gave the sweetest genuine smile ever! it was not mocking and warm. LOL

ALSO ive been thinnking.

TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS I HAV WITH PEEPOOLS

- people i dont know at all, but i eventually talk to them like good frikends coz they're soooo nice and easy to talk to coz of their warm-heartedness.
-people i don't know but i REALLY wanna talk to them but i can't bring myself to because some mechanism in my mouth shuts down. no joke. this happens because i can NEVER imagine myself talking to them. and also coz they emit repel vibes. I WANT TO TALK TO THEM buut mouth goes zippity zipppp
-people i know but our relationship is very volatile. like sometimes i talk to them like their my bez friend but other times we don't talk for weeks. so i don't know if they even count as a friend
-people i know but i don't really talk to. because we're not on the same wavelength? or ismply coz i dont know them ENUFF.

theres more but right now im tired LOL. and i ceebs continuing so ill leave it here. 8)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

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STUFF ABOUT ME YO. for people who wanna... GET TO KNOW ME A LITTLE BIT MORE ;] and perhaps get closer to meeee ;;;;]]] LOL juskiddin

im so care-free about everything. i sorta come off as unserious type. like even when im talking to woody, i jus talk like he's my buddy. not enuffss respect a teacher should get. YEAH. even when i TRY to be proper, something slips.

i think everyone else is like me and thinks about things EXACTLY the way i do, but obviously not! coz once i was super confident bout math 2u test, and my friend sed i was really cocky bout it. i thought i was just being excited about knowing how to do 99% of the questions. SO LOL

also i also seem clueless. like confused. sometimes its coz i don't listen. other times its coz instructions to do some sort of work aren't specific enuf. things gtta be specific coz i think too much. thats why i hav so many questions.

i listen but it doesnt go in my brain sumtimes. if the sentence goes on for too long i lose track. ITS NOT JUST ME RIGHT? like also when ur reading. i can just read a paragraph but not create any meaning from it even thought you've just read every word. so u read things over and over again.

when im speakign for long periods of time about like something that happened etc. and i haven't prepared it in my mind i lose my train of thought and i tend to stop and have a mind blank for like ten seconds because ive seriously forgot what i was even talking about.

someone needs to hand me a guidebook on everything. what to do whenever. coz i jus do anything whenever and at random.

my mind is blank a lot. like nothing is in it i swear. in the car my family is always you know thinking to themselves bout what to do blah. i just sit there and look outside the window or stare straight forward and think about. WAIT. i dont think. i dont even know im thinking about nothing until my mum tells me to think about hw or wtv. I BET IM NOT THE ONLY ONE. REVEAL URSELVES NON-THINKERS!

ALSO why can't i remember my dreams anyMOAR???my conciousness was there. so that means i've experienced what ever i did in my dream right. so why!

hollowness on the inside is pretty darn uncomfortable. hollonewss is felt when ur bored, purposeless or un-entertained. basically when ur lackign something or missing something in life. I THINK. so everyone should be feeling hollow right now hehe

normally, its routine for me to understand everyone. like I think things from their point of view, but sometimes my opinions come first ;) HOHO.

i keep waiting for something ULTRACOOL to happen in life. BUT WAIT NO MORE, i shall activate myself.

istill having an inner debate on whether its better to accept, or change things. chyeah im sophisticated liek dat. *flicks hair superficially*

it does feel good to be around people. people need people.

and is joining a not so familiar group of people in convo. INTRUDING? like just walking up to their group because you wanna talk to them simply because you've never talked to them and u wanna talk to them?

Fully G songs r the coolest. They make my bones excited lol n Sad songs r icy n r mostly music boxes. Additionally, I don't make sense.

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OK this POST BETTER NOT HAVE COME OFF AS WEIRD. coz i think its coolztaboolz 8)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

3 consecutive posts

HAHA today i post a lot. BUT I NEED TO SAY, i just went outside my room fully prepared to do japanese study for 1 hr BUT, but when i left the room, no lights were on and turns out everyone went to sleep .and now i lost my inspiration. coz i liek it when people are around. even if they dont interact with me. they can be doing thier own thing but not sleepingggg.

WHAT HAPPENED TO MY GOOD NIGHTS!! they sed nothing b4 they went to sleep! not one word. ==

jeebus. OK IM GOING TO SLEEP. psh i dont need good byes. i only need me myself and I haha


AND THE SONG LULLABY -JOEY MOE has naice beats. :D

MAX AND MARY

ive just watched this film for belonging 2u AND ITS ONE OF THOSE STORYLINESSS!! where the whole movie ur kinda like waiting for the moment but the moment never comes, the moment is about to come but slips away!

MAX AND MARY. is than name of da film.

about this girl child and 44 year old man who writes letters to each other for their lives, talking about their hard ships etc. it's a claymation. the girls from austrlia, the guy form america.

anyway its very pitiful the movie, the whole thing is bleak, basically no colour, just kinda, browny, black, nnd grey.

so anyway, stuff happens and their meeting is hindered. and at the end of the movie, after 30 years of you know issues, problems, life changing occurences, the girl, who is now a woman goes to visit the man. BUT WHEN SHE DOES open the door to his apartment, he's dead. he died JUST that morning.

WHY? WHYY? WHYYYYYYYWYWYWYWY? *pulls facial skin downwards*

lots of other stuff happened. the meeting wasnt the biggest part of it but im just talki\ng bout it anyway.

i think it's a super great movie. explores heaps of themes but lets not get into that. BUT it's one of those sweet movies that are bitter. couldve just sed bittersweet lol

anyways STILL, the whole movie they were looking forward to their meeting!! They were best friends. the girl was the only friend he ever had. vice versa! )8 and when she finally meets him, he's lying on the couch dead, with a smile on his face. and the movie's not a love story. 8)