jumping casltes

this dream i had was absolutely awsum!

somehow the house next to mine had been replaced by a jumping castle, anyway there was no entrance so i had to climb my way in (the walls were 7m high anyway when i looked down into the jumpng castles, the base was a hundred metres down and i was like WOAH how did this happen, and me and the person next to me screamed because we were going to jump in immediately. anyways we fell in and it was the greatest feeling ever! FLLLLYYYIINNNGGG

also i went in to a museum called the "pain museum" dahek?! LOL and i would walk through these corridors and from the walls there would be somekind of electricity/vibaration? emitted that would stun me and cause cause a weird sensation of pain and agony. or something weird so weird so so weird!

end of julia's dream journal!

it was once said

Long time ago I read an article on Huffington post about a man that no one knew of.

and i thought, how can this man be famous if no one knew him. anyway i got interested and clicked the link.

i honestly don't remember much except for the fact he was a really generous man, exceptionally kind. He was always raising awareness for something i cannot remember.

But he lost faith in the world and the people's indifference towards issues of the world, I think he became depressed and killed himself.

he must have perceived the world in such different ways anyway

and I am trying to find the article but i can't. it was in the featured article section.

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also after reading a book about a camp prisoner escaping from a political camp in north korea, and being informed about the horrific life the escapee lived in there. (eg experiences of his torture, beatings whenever any sign of weakness was shown during their labour work ewtcetc) I had to tell my self : THIS IS REAL. THIS IS REALTHIS IS REAL

a million times. it is one thing to believe what is written within is true, and it's another thing to (donno how to say it correctly but uh) to REALLY REALIZE that this stuff is real.

yeah the camp known as camp 14 still exists ):

after all, when you sit down and read about stuff written on a page, it's almost like reading an interesting fiction book.

i wish schools would force us to be aware of  way more more more more issues in the world
.
many people are lazy, many people are only moved when things are placed/forced in front of them(aka without takign initiative themselves).

and i myself, want to help, but i feel like a bundle of inaction. you see? im just like most people. i think.

i read a quote on 9gag by Albert Einstein:

The world will not be destroyed by those who do evil, but by those who watch them without doing anything.

maybe it's a bit exaggerated mebbe not. but i think it's quite true.

end of my blog speech! 

yet again

for the a millionth today, today was calm

and calm is nice

but nice is sometimes unexciting

also apparently every 2 seconds someone dies

so many withering people withering by at a witheringly fast pace

TRAIN NEWS:

ngo pfftd when i said he'd definitely miss me

bang insecure'd at his femininity

emma laughed at big biceps.

we all chuckled at roger

and roger ran away (or stayed behind by himself.)
):

and woody is such a candle, so warm and bright. today he was wearing his lovely math6 given sweater with a moustache logo and woody printed on it. it was a soft gentle blue. or maybe it was the gentleness of woody's age. anyway i will miss woody and apparently, according to ann ie lu, he really liked me, chulo and puneet.

yet another leaf blown away

i felt like speaking in part poetic riddle today. LOL u guys get me tho so alls swell.
(today's blog post weirdly inspired by lena's stylistic blog which i luv 2 read. awwwwyyeaaa)

GRASSYGRASSGRASS

when i was little, my grandma + celia + me would go park for a walk and bring this wild grass type of thing home.

pic is below

and my grandma would tell me that if the grass thingo would croak at night. so i slept next to it. waiting for it to croak at night, but it didn't and id fall asleep and wake up the next day and think: dammit i must hav fell asleep when it started croaking

why do children have no logic, and believe in things too much

also i kind of regret not doing continuing visual arts or choosing music when i was in year 9. actually not kind of, i pretty much regret. oh well can always draw by myself at home.

lena if ur reading, i would hav been ur VA buddy! i did va in sghs but i dropped it dammit!

and i must watch "looper" when it comes out. it reminds me of inception but it's about time travel and all that complicated shiz that go with it when a guy meets his future self who travelled back. not fully sure of the plot but extremely captivating ntrailer u guys must watch!

croakcroak BYEBYE!

Basket of ripe fruit

CRAAPPP, da nostalgia

i remember watching "fruits basket", this anime when i was young. and i youtubed some of the songs in it and it's like pangnostalgia... which is a made up word so don't be nostalgia. basically it's nostalgia that gives you a pang.

i haf no idea what pang means but im sure it's along the lines of heart-squelching-ive-experienced-this-before-in-my-past

here is a link if you guys are interested: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJ0YUYgDiOY ah so so so so so nostalgic. nostalgia makes me a lil sad but no shiz coz nostalgia leans more towards sadness than happiness.

and i will watch: sword art online, eiyuu densetsu sora no kiseki maybe and gundam if i have time. anime wa saiiikkooouuda! (da best basically)

WANTED

looking for a piano-decoder
weekly pay: 0 dollars
needs to tell me the notes for this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWXlPXRtQFw
coz it'll take too long for myself to figure it out LOL

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