FUAR momentz. no sympathizers? no? )=

my stomach starts hurting and i tell my dad and he gets all angry at me and starts screaming.

he tells me it's coz i didn't eat properly, i ate like chinese bun thingos for lunch. thats normal! and he bought me those buns so i could eat them for lunch! coz they were going out to shop so id be home alone.

anways he goes. oh no it's coz u didn't eat RICE for lunch, "WHY DIDN'T U EAT RICE HUH?" "eating the buns isn't real food. so don't go telling me ur stomach hurts"

WTH MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE.

then i said "THEN WHY DID U BUY DA BUNS THEN." and he went silent

ARGARHGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I KEEL U

scuse da swearing.

AWW(YEAH)SOME!

THE DAY IM REALLY HAPPY WILL BE THE DAY I WILL LOOK UP TO THE SKY ....YES THE SKY COZ THE SKY IS GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL AND DEEP AND COOL LOLOL AND I'LL SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY VOICEEEEEEE  AND LAFF MY HEAD OF IN RELIEF THAT I HAVE FINALLY ________ SOMETHING'D (i derno yet). AWWWYYEAAAAAA

i kid u not. wait for that day, i assure ull u go deaf if ur within 20 m radius.

:O)
there is also this one girl i look up to a lot a lot. but i can't name her. she was in my sister's grade no she's not my sister haha. but dis girl. respect. maybe i will dedicate a post to her after exams heh. >D

losing trak of breath

u no dat moment when u realize you've been holding your breath for  a long time and you suddenly breath in and your heart just beats the hell out of ur chest, and ur whole body throbs and ur like. SHAT. i wasn't breathing thats why!

yeah dat moment!

PRO-PROCRASTINATION

I was on a website talking about procrastination and it stated that procrastinators say stuff like "I'll feel  more like doing this tomorow" and i thought to myself: mhmmmyeah typical stuff. 


Then it said that procrastinators tell lies such as "I work best under pressure" and "pressure makes them more creative" so they put it off til the next day and my azn eyes got a bit bigger coz ive thought that once before.


Then the website said that procrastinors protect their sense of self by saying "this isn't important" and i thought, zomg what if i start de-importanizing the important!


"procrastinators actively look for distractions" mebbe not actively for me.
"...particularly ones that don't take a lot of commitment on their part". YES SO TRUE
"checking email is almost perfect for this purpose" HOLY CRAP YES + FB +9gag
"They distract themselves as a way of regulating their emotions such as fear of failure" more laziness for me probably.  


and also from the websites. (i lost the link! apologiez!)


3 basic types of procrastinators:
1. arousal types/thrill seekers (LOL) people who wait to the last minute for euphoric ruch
2. avoiders - because of fear of failure/success, but in either case are very concerned with what others think of them: they would rather have others think they lack effort than ability
3. decisional procrastinators, who cannot make a decision. not making a decision absolves procrastinators of responsibility for the outcome of events.


so.. i end this post. which one are you if u do procrastinate? there better be one person who comments or ill jump out my window, on ground floor and be safe.

ACTUALLY u know what. people who read my blog aren't procrastinators LOL this is redundant ) = 

i must add

dislike math! and late nights haah

balls of steele

haha ms steele marked my essay.
comments were not too good, but i was alright since my essays still in its preliminary form.

ok lemme create an analogy. my essay is like gas right now in its formation of a star.
i don't do science so i don't know if what im saying is scientifically corect but you get the idea. the gas is still coming together haha

if i had tried really hard in the essay and fully finished it and she wrote the exact same comment i would be devs!

anyways i quote:
"What are you doing going on for so long and no conclusion no question!
Get out the hint sheet and follow it carefully.
Good luck with exams tmrw."

I was reading this in the st33l3 condescending voice but then i came to the last part and i was like GNAWWW Y SO KIND!

anyways buybuy!

IGGZAMZ

YEAR 12 passes by really fast! it actually does. especially this term.

and next term will pass even faster!

and things will keep speeding up until after HSC and then it will slow. which is kind of good

i er am not floating up in clouds999.

i think a person be happy when they 'know' their way

later!